– Still in hell.
Another year has come and gone. Still, here I sit. I have begun to understand some things, here in my prison. I see now what my adopted family did to me. I see my faults. I see how and when I was crushed to the point where I needed a helping hand that did not […]
I’ve been experiencing a metamorphosis. A very positive one that really does make me feel a sudden enlightenment. Things were stagnant for so long and a little over a year ago my world as I knew it, collapsed. I spiraled into a dark and frightening descent, feeling broken, damaged beyond anything I ever experienced before. […]
Earlier tonight I was awakened. Let’s see if I fall back to sleep. I hope this is a new chapter.
I know I am far from the illusory “perfect”. Mind you, in a way I think I am perfect, just like I think you are perfect. That is to say, I don’t think we are flawed or bad. I think we’re just human, a soul encased in an animal shell, and for what we are, […]
I don’t get sick often. Not because I’m in extraordinary good health but I’m careful. In addition, I don’t go out much, for multiple reasons. For years the main reason was the depression I developed, paired with social anxiety. The lesser reason being there isn’t much to do where I live to tempt one. I […]